I don't belong here

A bright blinding light hits your eyes, and whoosh you find yourself in an alien
place. You know if you relax down for just a few seconds, you will find out the
answer to the questions in the mind. But alas! the mind, the mind which has seen
those endless bollywood movie; how can it possibly miss such a chance to ask
the ultimate question:

" Main kaun hoon?"
" Main kahan hoon?"
( All those who aren't familiar with these Godly questions of bollywood movies
here is the interpretation - Who am I? Where am I?)

This is just another race, no let me try a better word - species, of people. They are constantly doing this thing which blows out your senses. The eyes are totally engraved into these thick bundles of sheets made out of the wooden pulp. All these sheets have something tiny scribbled on them. There are some fancy structures made out of lines.

The voices all sound familiar but the things they are talking are again some alien language. The only explanation possible is that they are talking about those scribbled things in those thick bundle of sheets.

So what is someone like me doing in this world of alien thoughts,activities and
talks.[** Creep by Radiohead ~ I dont belong here~]

Probably it is the cosmic conspiracy. I am sure someone is doing this experiment and is very keen on seeing the observations and the results.

One guy would come and start speaking in that unknown language. All others would nod their heads. This must be to tell the speaker to go on. And so would he. The times creeps....creeps.....I think the poor snail would travel few miles in this time. Surprisingly, someone from the listeners would suddenly speak something and the speaker would stop. And once again he would speak...

The time comes and the speaker is finally tired of speaking. No! I think the program completes itself and it has timed out. The group of listener starts moving towards the bunkers. Once again I can see those bundle of sheets lying everywhere.

My head hurts. The nerves scream out loud. It seems it would explode. And my brain would be nothing but a chunk of innumerable small pieces.

I wake up again. Blurry vision...One of the listener is again looking into that thick bundle. I move around the other bunkers. Some more of those listeners are here. All into bundles....bundles ...sheeets....sheets!

"...But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here.........."

The Shift Theory

All our lives, god knows how many damn theories we must have read. Read them - some bowled us over , some simply bounced over the heads and some were errr...aaah just something. (Damn I cant even describe it).

For some odd reasons which I really fail to understand I feel like giving one too.

So let me give to you this theory called - The Shift Theory!

" Every individual tends to shift from one entity to other."

The tendency of shifting is directly proportional to given two factors:

1) The Mind's amount of monotonousness.
2) The body's willingness to put in required effort.

Now it is of utmost importance that we understand the mutual relationship of these two factors.

When the mind become a bored shell, it becomes stagnant. There is no doubt that this level of stagnancy varies from an individual to individual. But once you reach this level, there is a deep unrest. There is nothing left to explore (or mind assumes or whatever it wanted to explore it thinks has been explored.)The mind seeks freshness and a new adventure.

Now this instigates the next process in the factors we are talking about. The mind has decided and wants a new field to play in. But it is upto the rest of the body to put in the effort required.

Now a natural question that would incur in your mind is - Effort required for what?
( please if you know the obvious answer or you think this is NOT a natural question or I am forcing this question unnecessarily....guys! This is a freakin' Theory and I have to make it that way ..so please bear)

We should all understand that the mind just wants something new. It is a thought.It is what the mind craves for. Mind may identify a brand new entity which looks very promising. The body would have to work out and actually go and get that entity.
For example :
The body would have to study that entity.
The would have to approach the entity.
[ For detail please refer to the " The Effort Theory"]

If the body successfully delivers the worked out plan... Bingo ! The individual has got the new entity - which is fresh, new, blooming, unexplored ( by the mind in question, may be already explored by others). Now the Mind and body can work and play with this entity which is of deep interest.

Now depending on a number of factors ( not to be mentioned in here as it itself is an area of study) , the mind again reaches the stagnancy after the complete exploration has been done and looks for for a SHIFT!

And hence, the cycle repeats itself!

(*)A few exceptions:
**The mind may get stagnant but the body is not ready to work.
** Mind is stagnant, but individual pushes it to stay in stagnancy, which ultimately results in numbness.