How you wanna die?

Headbangin to : Du...Du Hast...Du Hast Mich ( You...You Hate...You Hate Me) by Rammstein.

Sipping: Redbull (yeah it gives me wings;) )

I have this thought so many times. What If I suddenly decide to die. How am I gonna do it.
Well I have already decided on it sometime ago.I made this decision when I was riding the bike on mountains. Those lovely curves, a nice road and beautiful scenary.
Sometimes the clouds would appear in the way. On your one side is the mountain and on the other the valley. A deep valley...All you can see is greenary. Or if you look a bit away, A flowing river or some little farm and few huts. The scenes is certainly mesmerising. The cool breeze which touches your face. I mean it is enigmatic.


And you are controlling this bike of yours. Speeding through the curves. I love the blind curves, I sometimes increase my accelaration while handling a bling curve to feel the thrill.
And how I wish I wish I wouldnt turn my handle...and just let the bike go staright and fly away....Fly on my bike ... I mean I have imagined that moment so many times..The moment the front tyre would go off the road...and then the whole bike...Into the air.....I am going to love it.

I wish I would do it someday. Last time I felt like doing it, the friend sitting behind went crazy when I told him what I was thinking...
It would be awesome..My connection with the Air...The Sky ...The Valley...and yeah I know the Death..But it would be God damned worth it .....whole of it..!

Sipping....Red bulls last sip....You.. You Hate.. You Hate Me.......

P.S: Whenever I read this sign board on road - "Speed thrills but Kills" I just feel like adding a line to it..

SPEED THRILLS BUT KILLS
BUT THATS PRECISELY WHY YOU LOVE SPEED

36 comments:

Macabreday said...

sure, I have felt like dying..many times....but right now i want to live more then anything else... and hey..if i ever can choose the manner in which I die, i would like to get hit by a train.

kaavya said...

Death? Ahh well...Abhi meri shaadhi bhi nahi huyi aur marne ki soch? nahi.... Seriously d very word death scares me a lottt coz I have lost many loved ones with "Death". Mebbe dts d way it is,but loving death is I feel selfish coz the aftermath will be kinda bad for ppl who look at you for everything that you mean to them. Imagining death is fine but wanting Death -- No No not fine :-x

Aditi said...

sometimes living is more difficult than dying, a beautiful expression of your feelings...

thanx 4 ur comments, my earlier post never meant that I wanted to defame Indian cricketers, but it was just a piece of news..

Bullshee said...

I can imagine ur friend on the back of your bike,teeth chattering,knuckles white,gripped to the handle, while you cheerfully describe how you'd like to die by launching yourself the side of a cloud covered cliff!!!
Ha ha!Cracks me up! :D

Protegeoflife said...

tTHAST WHY I NEVR SIT ON BIJE AND MY PARENTS NEVER ALLOWED A 2 WHEELER ITS SCARIER THEN A SWORD HANGING OVERHEAD NICE DESCRIPTION U GOT MY HEART BEATS FASTER I WANNA DIE EASILY NOT GET CRUSHED AND THWARTED GOOD POST BRO LOVELY

Jeya Anand said...

I would certainly invite death if i had a wish for i am curious abt its aftermath - thats the view of my selfish soul ...
But wat abt those who will miss me after the departure n those who have invested a lot in me ... i gotto pay them back not the investments but my love -thats the view of the inner voice of MY GOD..

well not everyone love speed ...I prefer slow riding preserving my adrenaline...Thats wat i prefer ..by 20km/hr alone in the mountainroad..

Death is gonna be a sweet experience for those who know wats coming ...

Aberrant said...

LOlzzz...
Red Bull does make you flyyy...

Good post...crazzy...but good...
:-)

DJ said...

"BUT THATS PRECISELY WHY YOU LOVE SPEED"
true enough...
i do not want to think about death right now. its now even a week that i almost saw it standing at 5 feet from me...

btw... u r damn right about the redbull thing :)

The Hermit of Wandering Thoughts said...

hey there, love the pic awesome..would sure be fun on a bike..

I would do it the way the old Romans used to do it... in a bathtub floating between the earth and the sky suspended in between two worlds..

Thanks for visiting and commenting on me blog.appreciate it.
cheers
z

Nithya N said...

i love speed. totally. it gives me a high. but then god, i need my life,i can compromise on craziness. comeon if you live you get to do a lot of other things plus a number of rash drives.you HAVE to live.

priya said...

Death comes too fast and it only takes less time to feel the pain. When you live, all your pain makes you feel to run hiding. What a life isn't it.

Hershey said...

interesting you should ask...I wanna die in the most exciting way possible...sky diving.. without a parachute... into the indian ocean...filming till the last second..and the feed being displayed to all...at the ripe old age of "when my body says :I Quit"

you have a ..different flying fantasy ... nonetheless...go for it..when you are older than most people around you and your friends have long been buried in the earth... take that bike and fly my child...FLY INTO THE WIND...
provided you can pedal that is...

nothing quite satisfying as being in control of death...many are in control of their lives..few control their death.

aizy said...

everythngs perfetc!! juzt that. the pic is more than perfect

life happens said...

I smell passion!


passion has always been divine....

shikha said...

ouchh!!!
u know i m shit scared of heights...!!i love mountains n evthin but fallin from smthin as high as that...dnt u think its gonna hurt really badd wen u ll hit d ground..!!
anyway...ur life..ur death..jump from where ever u want to but jsu dont fall on me!!...

StandbyMind said...

@Mac
Train hittin ya frm back or facing it from the front??

@Kavya
Well..at least Imagine it then...It is a wonderful feeling...or u l do it after ur shaadi;)

@Aditi
I guess it is

@Bulshee
Ya man..now they insist on driving or not sitting behind me..lol

@Protege
Man man..you are missing one ultimate fun and an experience in ur life blive me

@Jeya
20? you gata be kiddin me man..
And ya wpuld be a beautiful exp man!

@aberrant
Crazy at times is good! yes!

@Dj
Thats Close man:O...
ya redbull rocks!

@hermit
Wow man..I like that way..cool

@Nithya
mmm mAy be!

@PRiya
true..very true!

@Hershey
I like that man..would love to do skydiving sometime..and to c yer tape too;)lol
Ya man..ver few control death..lucky them

@Aizy
Yeah..its what I wanted to describe!

@Life
Nice smellin power there;)

@Shikha
Thank you Shikha..I wont..I ll take u along..:)

whiskypriest said...

there is no point in dieing for the thrill; rather wuld prefer a controlled speed that only thrills

The Smokin' WDM2 said...

Man, I can't wait till I can drive.. i just love to let 'er rip!

Shruti said...

Whan i was a kid, i always plan to die by some or the otehr means..but now im napy and only enjoy my present, this dying thought never enters my mind...

Take care...

Vibhanshu said...

Not that I want to die but one way I would like dying jump from a plane, fall through the air becoz the parachute didnt open and then hit the ground :)

Well when I was in college I wanted to experience being hit by a lightning, sucked into a blackhole or meet the waves at mariana trench. Now just falling through the air takes my fancy :)

Mona said...

well, same with me..i dont wanna die..but i do feels like doing these kinda stuff....thinking about some wierd thought...

Nice to see ur comment on my blog and appreciated that...

Zee said...

i think ur red bull is spiked.....

Nikhil said...

well watever be the case i wont stay alive till 65 ... on my 65th bday... my return gift would be cynaide to myself and good bye world... i dont wanna be a burden to my future generation ... hope the govt makes euthanasia legal till then!!

Ruchika said...

And I thought I'm the only one who had morbid thoughts about how I would like to float into nothingness, and die..

Du hast mich rocks!

Ashutosh said...

this post reminds me of the song "comfortably numb" - pink floyd...

Monika said...

i agree with the last statement thats exactly why u love it but not sure would like to do or have the guts to do what u said

Prince Kazarelth said...

Ooh. Nicely put... Heh.
I just want to die violently...

Protegeoflife said...

hey boss where r u these days where is ur new baby of creative knowledge waitin for new post just buzz me when updated

Dreamer said...

beautifully put. i smell a deja vu here.

not that i want to die... i just love to extrapolate possibilities.
lovely blog

Shyma Shetty said...

"For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance."

The best way to die... somewhere inbetween burning and fading away. :-)
Thank you for the kind comments on my blog.
Keep sharing thoughts!

Irreversibly Screwed said...

Death... that's interesting... nice post... makes u want to stop and think how u would die...

as for me.. i would want to walk right into the ocean on a stormy and rainy night... a wrecked boat on the shore... lightning and thunder in the sky... strong winds... and just keep walking into the water without looking back... i have a very clear mental picture about this... wrote a poem about it once... maybe ill post it on my blog...

and Du Hast is awesome!!!.. \m/

The Acid Tongue said...

and i gotta blog on this one..
i've preferred the same way on many forums.. but never described it so perfectly.

PS: it was a mercedes SLR convertible for me, i hate bikes :p

Rashi said...

:) nice idea..i wud love to see it that way..death with a smile..thrilling and advntrs...nice blog aman

Mukul said...

hey ...du hast mich ...means :YOU HAVE ME ...not hate me ... thats german ...

my comment on actual draft soon ...

StandbyMind said...

@Mukul
Yes..it does but Rammstein decided to make its English version as " You hate Me.."
Tell Them
;)

Mukul said...

ok ....u r right ab2 the english version ....i know ....why is that so ...

becoz the words...u wrote ... is "hast" ...its a form of haben(to have)and the actual song is "hasst".... I just heard it ... u can hear t's.... and HASST mean hate ...so u need to correct the post ...

neways thanks for replying ... i gonna write the draft soon ...