The Realization!!

~So how does it feel when you know that there isn’t a worth while thing you are doing in your life? You are at a place you never wanted to be, living up a life style you never thought you would be….! When you realize that once you had clear vision of all your dreams and how sure you were to make them true. When you see that you are going no where near them, your whole vision is getting blurred? Not that you have lost any faith in yourself and your abilities but that you are getting rusty. Realizing that you are wasting your life and you are getting rotten up with every minute that is passing by. You are losing the control over your life, your confidence is not shaken but there is something even worse than that. You are moving away from the things for which you always had that confidence. Glass was always half full for you, it still is, but people around you are making you feel that the other half is empty too. You are running away from it, you always have….But the walls are closing down on you. How long would you run, not forever? Then you realize the biggest and sadly the worst of all realizations, that it is all indeed true….You aren’t seeing a bad dream ,you won’t wake up to find that everything is normal although you have always thought you would wake up to find this.
It is bad, but it is getting worse. It is eating you up from inside but you are not feeling the pain. You wouldn’t feel it because there won’t be anything at all to feel at one point…..
Time has come to face the truth, to wake up and tell yourself that it isn’t a bad dream. No matter how ugly it gets, how hard it gets, no matter how hard they test you, you would come up as the winner. You have the ability, don’t let yourself drown. The current may be against you, swim hard and the tide would come to take you to the shore. What is the use of the realization when you don’t realize that it is the time to act now, other wise there wouldn’t be anything left to realize at all…………!!!!!!!!