What you gonna do?

I was randomly surfing the channels on my television last night. Nothing was on.
VH1 was unclear ( No..My life is not Jhingaalala ! No DTH)..Absurd Movies.... and Channel V and MTV have been sold to bollywood crap.
I suddenly came to channel with a preacher on it. I just thought to listen to him for few seconds. But what he was saying had me totally gripped. Here is what he said...

"A man when defeated,and torn by this world ,by people or his own mind goes for either of these three things...
1.He tries to change himself.
2.He tries to forget himself with drugs and Drinks.
3.He ends his life.
The entire history of mankind says it. There have been great men who have ended their lives..who have drowned themselves in dark world of drugs...."

Tishhhhhhhhh......

The channel goes blank ( My Cable guy...Thank you so much..I need to make my life Jhingalala...Mr.Ratan Tata I am coming for your product)..

But still this was one Powerful, Deep and True thing he said. Worth pondering upon for sometime!
I did.
You may want to do too.
Say what?

Only That.....

He had been happy once.
He had Smiled and He had laughed.
He had felt the pure joys of life.
He had felt the love.
He had been given the love and affection.
He had given it to others.
For he had been away from these maddening crowds.

He had been hurt at times.
He had felt sorrow.
He had felt sadness.
He had been annoyed.
He had been angry.
But it was just 'at times.'
For he has just entered into this maddening crowd.


He was hurt again..and again.
He ran.
He got tired.
He was hurt.....
He was forced and pushed....
For he was a part of the maddening crowd now...

It hurt so much for the first time.
For he resisted and fought back.
All in vain.
He screamed..and yelled....
He threw swears....
He called for the help...
He cried and prayed to the God...
For he was sure HE would help back...
He called and called...


Ahhhhhhh.....
The pain had become unbearable....
Suddenly it stopped.
He wont scream.
He wont yell.


Yes..He was RAPED!!

And after that pain got less..
Lesser and Lesser every time...
And finally ...
it did not matter...
Nothing at all....
For it was all like a Whore now...

Only that he wasnt PAID...
Only that...

Only that it was a Mind...
For he would have better been a Whore..!

On Crack....

He is smiling to himself. A passerby would look at him and give a strange expression. Another passer by looks at him and smiles, for he sees the cellphone in his hand.
He was reading his Sms Inbox
.


He stood in front of a hospital building. He had just got in touch with an old friend he was very close to once. He was texting her and was very delighted. She had become a doctor now. He knew she was very intelligent.

Long time has gone by but she had not replied back. He wonders why. She must be busy.
Then He texted her again, and waited.....
He just happens to look at the hospital building in front of him. And for a moment his gaze seizes at a point....He just saw a familiar outline...
His look has changed...as if he is wearing the UV goggles. He could see Xray images from the walls. It was her...yes he could well make it out from her outline...
He sees the figure looking at something in her hand...and then she shakes her head and then motion of her hand shows she throwing that thing.

Now he understood it all. Why she didn't reply.


Anyways he thinks..and once again he looks at the same building. A part of it suddenly breaks down. It is some floor which was falling apart.
Suddenly dead bodies packed in white sheets starts to fall down..
One by one...
So many...They grew in number....It was like a water fall...
So many dead bodies ..all wrapped up in white...He thinks of making a video..but decides to run away.

He bumps into a lady who asks for his help. He agrees. She took him to a park. It is full of the dead bodies. She starts opening the covers and asks him to do so. The park is full of them.

He suddenly turns around. The dead bodies had disappeared and only few are left.
She tells him to hurry up before they cleaned up the bodies from the town.
A few were left. All in white sheets. Wrapped up neatly.
All looked same.
Same white sheets....!


He wakes up suddenly. His eyes open up swiftly.
He checks his cell phone besides his pillow.
No Messages....!
He tries to get up. He is freezing. The AC...He forgot to switch it off.
As he tries to move..That's when he sees... He is wrapped in a White Sheet...!