Run Run Run

He wanted to Grow up - He started Running!
He was followed...
He wanted to chase dreams - He started Running!
He was followed....
He Screwed up - He started Running!
He was Followed...
He got Sad - He started Running!
He was followed...
He was Running...Running and Running!
He wasn't Followed.....

He walked the street...
He was followed - The Shadow
He started Running!
He was followed....
He stopped and broke the street Lamp...
He was Alone!
Welcome - called out darkness...
Now its just You....
You....
and..
Me....
He started Running.......

Sohni Kudi

I am standing outside Ccd, just enjoying the cool breeze and making my mind to go inside again or not. A very tragic dilemna as there is no other place to hang out here.There is suddenly this voice behind me.
"Bhaiya bahut bhuukh lagi hai...bhagwan ke naaa....."
I see a small child beggar and ignore him. He keeps crying and saying all those things they say. So I finally put my hand into my pocket to find out any change or coins. And I find one five rupee coin. As my hand is coming out of my pocket, the beggar says,
" Waheguru kare tujhe Sohni Kudi Sohni Mem Mile!"

Now something strikes me hard ( For all you saas bahu fans , imagine that repeated sound - dhiiidhiiiii dhiidhiiii and camera on face repeatedly) . I don't understand why,but my hand just freezes and I drop the coin back into the pocket.
I tell him to go away,and I get into the cafe. I sit in a corner and order my Iced- caramel.
My mind goes back few years back ( yeah Flashback..)....
I am standing outside a theatre with my beautiful chic. I am quite happy and having fun. I really like this chic and she was really cool. I was kinda elated to be with her for that day. We are talking and there is voice from the back.
" Bhaiya kuch de do..Bahut bhookh lagi hain..."
My hand goes into my pocket searching for some odd coin....

"Bhagwan tumari pyaari Jodi hamesha ke liye banaye
rakhe,Kitna sundar joda hain..!"

We both are surprised , and it kinda felt good to hear that..(who wouldnt want to be with a hot chic for a long time, if not forever).
I stop fumbling with coins and take out a 20 rupee crisp note and give to that beggar.

Back to Ccd....My coffee isnt good as it is usually. Well,without going into the details - The girl was with me for the whole day, but that was the LAST time we were together! Nothing went wrong that day,but somehow we were never able to get together again and the whole relation gradually faded away over time.

I have just one request to make to All India Beggar's Association
- Please do not say anything about the "Sohni Kudi", "Jodi bani rahe" etc ,or anything to that effect to guys like me...

Thank you...I will happily pay you if you just ask me simply to give
you something!!!

Its All Same Again!

This new realization has just hit me. When these kind of things hit you, you just can't help wondering that there
were there all the time, but how in the hell you didn't see it earlier.
Now that I have realized this realization I feel very well, its kind of
unexplainable feeling actually.

Its that you find yourself at a
crux in life where you had been before. Same point ,Same feeling its
just that the time and the scenario has changed itself . 4 years of your
life have passed and you are at the same point once again. Once again
the Life has put a big question mark in front of you. You have to make
one big decision on which your entire life may depend. You feel the Deja-vu.....yes same feel,everything is same.
You thought you have changed, you have grown and you are now a much learned man.
But the truth is - you are still the same. Sometimes you push yourself to work hard, then things like Luck,fate and destiny would come in your mind. You are so very sure about yourself and your life at one point and next, you are all down and confused....
Is it what you call a Vicious Circle..?

You
realize that may be you do not have a clear goal, a clear vision but
still you are moving on with life. Why? Because you have no choice but
to move on....

If you want a better feeling of what I am trying to say ,just listen to this song. Its called - SHAYAD by THE CALL!

Kal ki In Bato mein Kya rakha hain
Socho to kuch bhi nahi
Sabh khalla hain
Aj bhi kuch badlaa nahii
Kal jahan tha
Wahin hun abhi

ShayAd yahiiiii...Kismat mein Likha
Manjil Nahi..Fir bhi main Chal raha.....

In sab saaawalo mein Kya rakha hain?
Kyun main Kuch sochUn Jab
Sab Fanna Hain
Aj fir usi mod pe hun Khadaaa
Kis GUnaaah ki Seh raha hun Saaajaa

ShayAd yahiiiii...Kismat mein Likha
Manjil Nahi..Fir bhi main Chal raha...

Fooled For Life!

Everyone of us must have had this feeling not once but many times during their lives. Well I have it almost everyday!

Ninth Grade:
Me> Mom I am sick of these books and studies. This is digusting!
Mom> Son,Ninth grade is a little bit difficult.Just pass this and see everything will be good and easy!

Tenth Grade:
Me> Mom My boards are coming. I don't think I am gonna score good marks. It so damn difficult and boring!
Mom> Oh ho Son this is all because of board class. Just work hard ,good times lay ahead!

High School:
Me> Mom Life sucks! This is so damn tough. I don't know how this shit is going to be of any use in my life.Chemistry,Maths,Physics..it is all crap!
Mom> Oh Son! These two years are the toughest years in student's life. Its like two years of meditation and dedication. If you work now ,believe me you whole life will be all pleasant and fine.It all about getting into a nice college!

College:
Me> Mom! This is utterly gross! I have no social life,People here are nerds and my life is hell. Why am I even studying these subjects. Its all cramming,the grades....But you told me the hardest part was over???
Mom> My son My son...Work hard and get yourself into a good B school. Or may be get placed in a good company. See if You get a nice fat package there will be no looking back for you!

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Well I haven't gone to the next step because I am still stuck in this college.
But I am so very sure that this will follow everywhere and at every phase of my life. We are fooled.
Fooled by parents,fooled by those teachers and proffesors..and a stage comes when we start making ourselves fool!
And that day will be the most dreadful day in our lives!

It is very important that we never let that day come in pur lives!
Don't let them fool you and don't fool yourself. We have given this beautiful gift of life and we need to live it to fullest. Don't do what they tell you. Just follow your heart!

Peace!